Well....It's been a long time since I have logged on here. Summer school is finally over and for that I am thankful. I think I did alright in that class. At least I hope I did. The final seemed to go well and I think I did alright on my paper. Only time will tell. I really disliked my professor. She was an odd ball. Well, disliked is a strong word I just thought she was somewhat frustrating to deal with and at times I had to question if she was able to teach a college level course. I am sure she is a nice lady in person but I just don't really care for her as an instructor.

I found a '90s station on web and I am totally stoked about being able to listen to all the stuff I grew up listening to. I don't know if any of you are as excited about this as I am, actually I am positive that you don't really care that I found a '90s station to listen to but I on the other hand am happy.

So I have been growing, stretching and searching lately. You know how that goes. Well, maybe you don't but I've just been focusing a lot on what I need to be doing right now to be the best servant I can for Christ. I know that I have been called into the missions field for a short amount of time. I'm talkin' like a week or two to a month maximum (at least right now). I know that I am to do missions somwhere sometime and that is what has been holding me back from really focusing on the here and now. Since I know that missions is what I am to do I have been "waiting" for that to come along and missing out on tons of opportunities right here. I feel so foolish. Looking back I know that there have been great opportunities for me to show Love and Truth but I haven't because I was too focused on something in the future. I know the youth is one of my missions and while I haven't abandoned them I haven't been the best for them either. That stinks.

Anyways, just a small update. I miss Kyle. He is gone this week. Anyways that is it for now and I will write more later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

That's odd. Wishing yourself a happy birthday. Anyways, another year here. Another year passed. I am thankful though, for God giving me another healthy year. I am very blessed. To have made it an entire year without any major injuries or health issues is a miracle.  Thank you, Jesus. 

I am not sure what Kyle and I are doing tonight. He says he has a plan and that kinda scares me. I'm just teasing. I trust him. He has been so good to me. Enough mushy stuff. I am excited for this upcoming weekend. Jamie and Steven are coming down and that makes me excited. WHOO HOOO for friends! And, they get to participate in the family birthday celebration. Usually we do our family thing on the persons birthday, however my sister and brother-in-law are sick, so it has been postponed until Friday. Which is alright with me. We get to celebrate longer.  Okay. Lunch time with the office. Since it is my birthday, I have chosen Chili's. I would have like to go to Pei Wei or P.F. Chang's, but that is in T-Town. Not enough time in the day.

Sometimes I wonder why God has blessed me so much. I certainly don't deserve it. I've failed, and I've fallen quite a bit. But He still blesses me! It's amazing to me to have that kind of love. A love that no matter what anyone does, I can still forgive and bless them. How I want to be able to show that love to others. I am blessed to have my family. I am blessed to have a sister who is honest with me and who I can be honest with. I feel so priviledged that people value my opinion. That they see Christ in me and are able to seek wisdom from me. That is an amazing feeling. It's also amazing that God entrusts his wisdom to me. Last night as I was drifting off to sleep I was just filled with joy that I have wonderful people in my life. My sister my family and my boyfriend. He amazes me too. It's so awesome watching someone grow in Christ. It is the most incredible thing. I love hearing him share what Christ has been teaching him and what he is learning. How he wants to witness to people and the people that God has laid on his heart to pray for. I know I don't really talk much about him and I's relationship so it's kind of awkward telling the world about him and I...but it's true. I like how I can be honest with him. How I am able to REALLY share my feelings with him. I have a hard time telling people my true feelings but with him, I tell him if I'm angry or joyful or excited or worried. I am able to share what God has done for me, what He's teaching me and what I need to work on. I like how we are able to be honest with each other about our faith. Such as...what we need to work on. Individually and as a couple. He really has taught me a lot. He has taught me to be more thankful. To praise Jesus more often in my prayer life. To really THANK Him for all He's done for me. Often times we come to God and we just ask for things we need and we forget to give Him the praise that He deserves. Kyle has shown me that we need to be more thankful for the things God has blessed us with. I enjoy him. I am thankful for him. I am also thankful for my sister. She pushes me (in a good way) more than she knows. She is just amazing too.

Well....It's been a while since I've logged on here. I got a new job. Well, I've been there about a month now. Right after finals is when I started. It's good. I like it a lot. It's a promotional/advertising "middle man" I suppose. People call us and want promotional products for their companies/businesses and so we get it for them. I enjoy it a lot.

Anyways, summer school starts the 4th and that is no fun. Mine is online so I don't really have a whole lot of room to complain, but it's still school. Well, that's all I have.

Finals are over and I am happy.

I had to take Tucker to the vet today...to get neutered. We kept it a secret from him as long as possible. Poor Tucker. And I was the one who took him in today so I'm the one he is going to be angry at. UGH. It's alright. He has a short memory (I hope)